| Sunday, February 26th: 04:52pm (EST) |
[26 Feb 2012|03:49pm] |
My home burned to the ground.
I saved two dogs. My sister says I'm her hero.
I saved one child, from apartment 406. The people right above mine and Melia's old apartment. Little Kenny's mom says I'm her hero.
The chief of the fire department says I am a hero.
But. I don't feel like a hero. I just did what any man should of done. What no one else was doing.
Good news is.
Everyday I'm shufflin'.
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| Saturday, February 4th, 2012: 11:30pm |
[04 Feb 2012|10:26pm] |
[Block: Stacey]
SON OF A BITCH! I just found 2 micro webcams in my fucking bedroom! The day that I have to go through my house searching for bugs! The fucking nerve!
I am so fucking pissed.
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| Thursday, February 2nd: 06:23pm (EST) |
[02 Feb 2012|05:20pm] |
T^T
Why me...
I'm only sexy for Ellie...thought people knew that already...
EDIT
[Private: Ollie]
What the hell is wrong with your sister? Why me so suddenly?
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| Monday, January 30th: 12:37pm (EST) |
[30 Jan 2012|11:35am] |
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| Friday, January 28th: 03:18am (EST) |
[28 Jan 2011|02:17am] |
[Blocked: Melia]
I REaltyy misd hum../
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| Monday, January 17th: 01:37am (Backdated) |
[17 Jan 2011|02:43pm] |
I can't believe this fucking happened. Why him? I don't get it. My father is the most fantastic man on this planet. Single handedly raised myself, and my sister. And a God damn fucking drunk driver had to hit his truck clear on.
My father. My father. MY FATHER! He is now in a coma because some degenerate filth of the earth decided to drink to much, and get into a car and drive home. They say he wont probably come out of the coma. They say he's brain dead.
To make it worse, that piece of filthy trash walked away from the accident with just scrapes and bruises.
I swear I could put this guy into the ground myself. If my dad would ever forgive me for such a thing, I'd do it. I'd put him down like the fucking filthy dog he is. No. He is lower than a dog. He a God. Damn. Fucking. Disgusting. Cockroach.
I just called my sister, and she's destroyed. I hated every second of it.
She's going to be here as soon as she can. To say goodbye...
I need you Ellie...
[Ellie]
I need you Ellie...
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| Monday, November 15th: 05:39pm (EST) |
[15 Nov 2010|04:39pm] |
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Melia, I'm thinking we should go home for Thanksgiving.
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| Tuesday, Novemeber 2nd: 0515pm (EST) |
[02 Nov 2010|04:14pm] |
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This house. Is where I want to Trick-or-Treat at next ( year. )
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| Friday, October 1st: 11:07pm (EST) |
[01 Oct 2010|10:02pm] |
My leg has been hurting a lot lately. My doctor says it's all in my head, but I'm not sure. I might get a second opinion. I've had to use my cane more often lately.
On other note, I've got the remodeling permit for the grocery that I'm putting in the old shop. I've found a number of shelves that can be used, and found even a distributor for stuff to sell. Getting coolers ready to be put up against the walls, and the old walk in cooler in the back is getting inspected Monday morning. Seems like everything is going well.
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| Monday, September 13th: 11:41am (EST) |
[13 Sep 2010|10:01am] |
[Private]
I was in my old shop yesterday. It was so surreal. It was the first time I came to look at it since I got home. It was dark and dusty. I went in about six this morning. I woke up screaming again. I hate the look that Melia gives me every time it happens. I feel like I'm a monster on the inside. I know I'm not, but the things I saw, and did. It lives and crawls under my skin. War isn't pretty. I hate it. I hate what I saw, and what was done. I hate that I don't feel the same.
When I got to the shop and I was just standing there, I just went nuts. Ripping shelves down, and throwing things. For granted, none of the merchandise was there and was sold long ago, but I still did quite a bit of damage.
Despite all that and when I was slumped against a wall tired, and my muscles were sore, I came to a epiphany of sorts. When I got the place, it use to be a grocery/corner store. I think that's what I'm going to do with it. I still have a the old coolers and stuff. With a little money, and time. I'm sure I can turn it into something thriving. If I can get contracts with some wholesalers. If this works, Melia can stop worrying, and just focus on school. Like she should.
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[Melia]
I'm sorry I scared you again. I promise, I'm okay...
[/Melia]
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| Saturday. April 3rd, mid-afternoon |
[03 Apr 2010|10:16am] |
It feels weird being stateside...
So weird I don't know what to say...
I've missed Melia. It sounds like so much has changed. I went by the old shop, and saw that it was still locked up and empty as I left it. I don't even know where to start. I know one thing for sure. Being shot has changed a lot of things for me. I slept on the couch last night, because my sister had moved someone into my old room. Luckily all my stuff is still here. Melia took on getting a part time job, so she could put money away for me, when I got home. For granted the money I sent, was suppose to keep Melia focused on school, and not worried about bills. Though, I love my sister for doing this. Now I can focus on my transition from being over seas, and coming back.
Life is so...different.
I can't wait for my hair to grow back out. In time I suppose.
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[16 Jun 2009|11:08pm] |
Well. I haven't relized how quiet this apartment gets when Melia isn't here. It's weird really. Not as if I'm upset that she has a life, outside of home. That's great. For all I know and met, this guy Shane is pretty decent. I don't not like him, though I don't like him either? Does that make sense?
He was nothing but nice when I have met him, and talked to him. During the semester he use to come by and see Melia at the shop while she was just hanging out. I even bent one of my rules, about people just hanging out in the shop. I think I even caught him helping Melia stocking the shelves. So...I guess I just don't know. I don't like that she's spent an entire week at a hotel with this kid though.
So, on a good note. Sales are up this month at the shop. I'm surprised. Which is always good right?
What else is going on? Lets see...nothing. I think I'm going down to and around the corner to my favorite chinese store.
Melia, if you're reading this, I hope you're having a wonderful time.
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| Sunday: May 3rd-04:56pm EST |
[03 May 2009|03:55pm] |
[Blocked: Melia, and Shane, then anyone who would tell them.]
I think I upset my sister...she came out of her room...and Ellie and I were kissing. She...seemed...upset. I know Melia...just how she left said she was upset. Plus she was gone...like two hours.
I have an itching feeling she went to see that boy.
Just how she answered. I hope she isn't doing anything foolish. Though it's her own life. I just...
My sister is innocent, smart...but innocent. I just don't want her to fall for a boy who is just going to use her and dump her. She's to good for that. I remember what it was like for me to be in college and the guys I went to school with. Frat guys are the worse if you ask me. Is this guy in a frat? I don't even know...I just hope this guy
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So. The other night was amazing.
Ellie. The other night...was amazing.
EDIT:
[Ellie]
I'm sorry about my sister. I wasn't talking exactly about the sex, we had. Yes that was amazing, but I was just refering to you showing up. It was a very pleasant surprised.
Do you want to catch a movie, and maybe dinner tonight. I need to leave the house.
[/Ellie]
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| Sunday: April 12th-08:20pm EST |
[12 Apr 2009|09:44pm] |
Oh sweet might god damn.
This poptart...this amazing pastry...this all mighty gift from the heavens is sweetly AMAZING.
I love poptarts!
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[02 Mar 2009|04:47pm] |
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!
I'm totally having a birthday in like...EIGHT DAYS!
Not only myself. But someone else!
( Cut for Zak being very...annoying... )
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| Friday: January 23rd: 08:30pm EST |
[23 Jan 2009|10:29pm] |
...I miss you Millie...
Melia, you want to have a movie night tomorrow?
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[31 Dec 2008|01:48am] |
[Blocked: Millie, and Ellie]
Okay...so I missed her over the holidays. It was weird not having her around at least one day or so. She is my closest friend. Other than Melia. I feel like she's pushing me away. Not wanting to be my friend any more. It's tearing me apart. I can't be with out Millie. Aside from my family. Which is extended to Melia and my Father. Millie is the single most important person to me. We have the same birthday. Same ability. Hell it's destiny to seem we should be friends.
Though, she did say she loved me.
What do I say to that. How do I take that. I know I love her. But I'm not sure if it's to the same extent. It's driving me crazy.
CRAZY!
...I just don't know any more...
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| Monday: December 22nd, 8:36pm |
[22 Dec 2008|06:20pm] |
Okay. So this christmas is going to be weird. With out seeing Millie at least one day out of the two. I'm going to miss her, she is my all time best friend ever. So, I guess I'm going to have to send her present via Fed-Ex or something. :/
Work has been pretty steady. Love the holidays. People wanting to get trick presents and such. The new girl is getting the hang of things, and simply enjoying her job. So that's all good. Maybe, I need to go out and get a drink or something.
Despite everything that's good going on. I'm still kind of sad. Maybe I'll send Dad a plane ticket, and he can come stay up here for through the holidays. I need to get out of this house.
Melia, you want to go out for dinner? Maybe pizza?
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